Who am I ? 

I am nobody. In fact, no one is anybody. We are all despicable biological organisms with highly skilled minds that lure us into self-deception about our uniqueness. I won't talk about what makes us despicable. Just give yourself a minute or two, and you'll definitely find the answer.

That fucker at the Italian restaurant, gazing at the camera—that's me. I was relatively happy back then; I didn't yet realize the shit show going on and still had some hope of finding something meaningful... It was 2022. I'm so grateful that I've lost this naïve expectation of human life: that something, anything, can be meaningful.

As Arthur once said: “Life is a business that does not cover its costs.”(Yet he seemed to cover the costs towards the end of his life by finding a girlfriend and becoming a bestseller for a short time. Those insincere postmodernist philosophers, except Elias, who was the one who made sense at all, may God (?) rest his soul...). So I am a guy who tries to cover the costs of life. 

The only thing I've found that could make a tiny little sense in the whole world is science, the deed itself. 

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I work at a university, for a highly talented scientist and a very interesting and kind person. Our main aim is to phish, so to speak, the human mind to extract some concealed information, information that they try hard to keep to themselves. We all have many things that we would keep for ourselves. Our scope does not cover the information of innocents; well, innocent is a strong word. I beg to differ that no human is/could be innocent. But innocence, in our terminology, is mostly in the legal sense. Our technique is called C.I.T (Concealed information detection), a cognitive method to distinguish criminals and innocent ones by their knowledge of crime/criminal activity or any kind of inclusion. 

"Виноград, мой виноград, виноград зелёный мой
Виноград висит на ветке, соловей поет у клетки"